IT WAS THE WOLF

I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING WITH SO MUCH TRUTH IT WILL RATTLE YOUR WORLD.

I SHOULD SAY THINGS LIKE "YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH"
" YOU WILL FIND LOVE, IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY". 
I SHOULD TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR,
BUT HONESTLY, THERE IS A WOLF INSIDE ME THAT
NO LONGER WANTS TO TELL YOU THOSE THINGS.
HE BELIEVES THEM, BUT ONLY TO A CERTAIN POINT. 
HE HAS HARDENED HIMSELF UP, AND CLOTHED HIMSELF IN TRUTH.

THE WOLF WANTS TO SAY, "GOD DAMMIT JUST BE YOURSELF. GO GET INTO
TROUBLE AND BE STRANGE AND DIFFICULT AND LOVING
AND CONSUME WHATEVER MAKES YOU FEEL THE MOST IN THAT MOMENT"

HE WANTS TO SAY THIS BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT'S NOT WHAT MOST PEOPLE DO.
HE WANTS TO SAY THAT BECAUSE HE WANTS TO SEE YOU RUN WILD,
BECAUSE HE WANTS TO DO IT HIMSELF.

WE GRIN AT MADNESS DELIVERED TO US IN ITS MOST SIMPLE FORMS.
CHAOS SO EASY TO OBTAIN AS IF WE WERE BORN WITH IT IN OUR MOUTHS.

I WILL NOT TRY TO CHANGE YOU, AS CHANGE IS INEVITABLE, BUT SO TOO IS STAYING THE SAME.
I CAN NOT TELL YOU WHAT KIND OF PERSON TO BE, AND I NEVER WILL.

ALL I CAN HOPE IS THAT YOU KNOW, NOTICE AND UNDERSTAND
HOW FUCKING BEAUTIFUL THIS EARTH IS, THIS UNIVERSE,
AND THAT YOU LOVE WHATEVER IS AROUND TO LOVE.
IT CAN BE FELT IN THOUSANDS OF FORMS, BUT NO MATTER WHAT FORM IT COMES IN,
ONE DAY I HOPE YOU COME TO THE FLAMING REALISATION
THAT WE ALL COME FROM THE SAME DUST.

FROM ME TO YOU:
 
GOD DAMMIT JUST BE YOURSELF. GO GET INTO
TROUBLE AND BE STRANGE AND DIFFICULT AND LOVING
AND CONSUME WHATEVER MAKES YOU FEEL THE MOST IN THAT MOMENT

THERE I SAID IT.
I MEAN.... IT WAS THE WOLF
 

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